~A~LOVE~SUPREME's posts with tag: validation
 Last night I found myself watching nightline, actually its something I watch every night, damn I miss Ted Koppel… any who last nights show caught every bit of my attention… Cynthia McFadden was the reporter, and also is adopted… pretty much it revolved around a woman who had a sickly son, her son had a rare from of cancer… her son is now in remission, but the doctors suggested researching her bloodline… in an effort to save her son, she started her mission… she hired a woman who’s also adopted who has perfected the art of finding the natural parents of adopted children…
After a lil internet searching, the woman was able to find the agency that her client was placed in… the client (the adopted woman) goes in, and gets some basic information… her mom was young, a teacher, and she had had an affair with a young man and ended up pregnant… because this all took place forty years ago, the woman felt she had no choice but to give the child up for adoption… she was also catholic, so having a child out of wedlock was a big no-no, till this day it’s a no-no, but back then, you were sure to become an automatic outcast… so, the woman obains preliminary info from the agency and immediately shares the info with the woman she hired to assist her in her search… the woman immediately goes to the internet and finds the mom… She’s a retired teacher, appears to be stable… now, the woman from the agency suggested that she write a letter, where are the woman she hired to help her suggested calling her… I’m not sure how I feel about calling… If I were fortunate enough to locate my natural mother, I would most likely write a letter… After several hours of coaching, the adopted woman calls her natural mom, and although you couldn’t hear the conversation, you could tell that the woman was NOT happy about her calling, and interrupting her life… all you could hear was her repeated apologies… she told her natural mom that she loved her, and she also thanked her for giving her up for adoption as he has had a happy life and had some awesome parents… I guess the woman responded, and she told her that she was stable and she was not looking to cause her harm, she then went into the situation with her son, and began to inquire about the family medical history, and she ended the call by thanking her and giving the natural mother her phone number… The call ends, and then Cynthia McFadden began to ask questions about the call… the woman stated that the natural mom was 70 years old, and she had grown children, and she also told her hat no one knew, not her husband, not her kids, NO ONE… and that was the end of that… The segment ended with Cynthia McFadden following up with her 8 months later… and she had NOT heard form her birth mother… man, I lost it! I cried, and cried, and cried some more… then I called my mom and she cried… it was an emotional moment for Ms Teal… my mom has ALWAYS been supportive of my finding my borht parents, my dad on the other hand was oppsed to it… the interesting thing is that he could have made one call, and the search coulda ended, but it never happened… I guess he had his reasons… There was a time that I actively searched for my birth mom, thousands of dollars later nothing… it was always an off and on kind of search… the thing that would always get me would be those damn Sally Jesse Raphael reunion shows, and also Oprah’s reunion shows.. They always put me in search mode… Last night’s nightline confirmed my biggest fear… WHAT IF THEY DON’T WANT TO KNOW ME? Another damn rejection… it’s interesting as much as I’d like to see who I look like, and how many siblings I may have, and If I have a big family I’m always concerned about the rejection… The story ended with the pending laws that are being passed in various states, with Maine being the first… sometime in the near future, the state of Maine will begin opening adoption records… something as simple as a written letter will put folks such as myself that much closer to their birth parents… WOW! As much as it excites me, it still scares me… I can only hope that I will be afforded the opporuntity to place my eyes on my birth mother before I die… What do you think? Do you think that adopted children should be able to see adoption records? Do you think it’s fair for the birth parent to suddenly open the door, and the kid they gave away some 40 odd years ago is there waiting to receive them with open arms? Or do you think the kids should just get over it and accept the fact they will forever be left with a void, a feeling of NOT belonging? This is some deep stuff! Some of you will not understand what the big deal is, because you aren’t adopted and you know your natural parents… but then there are those few who will truly understand where I’m coming from, because you are adopted, and you know how it feels to live life feeling like something’s missing… For me, it’s a matter of having a connection, knowing who I look like, and most importantly knowing where I come from… hell, I want to know where this 38dd’s come from! lol
So, I’m feeling extra SEXY today... short black dress, black queen of lace stockings, and the track star legs lookin damn good… I decided to step outside for a smoke break, and this sexy ass dude drives by looking VERY nice… I look up, and he’s gone, and all the sudden here he comes again in his funky ass Benz, he stops, and he looks, and he smiles, and then he says: “Hello there” “I usually don’t approach women who smoke… but, you look so good standing there, and i had to swing by and tell you that I can only imagine the things you could do to me as your puff on your cigarette in that very outfit, and such lovely nails and hands… have a nice day gorgeous!” 
Ok, you know I blushed right? And… You know I got instantly wet right? And all this time I thought that damn crazy ass papi was the only person into smokey dick sucks! *smh*
 ...im sitting here thinking about what I need in a man... what I want in a man, what I desire in man! There was a time that he had to be fine, I’m talkin model fine, and he had to dress a certain way... As I have grown, looks have become less important... I mean it is about the content of the character is it not? Don’t get me wrong, I can’t fuck with a ass ugly dude, hell I gotta be able to look a his ass, and dammit he gotta look good standing behind, oops I meant to say: beside, my fat ass! So things such as looks aren’t as important as they were say when I was 25! With a bitch approaching 40, on ummmm April 9th, I got to thinking about what I need in a man... ...now, yawl know how Fresh rolls with her blog flow... It’s all about sex on this side of 360! So, if you ain’t down with the sex talk, please don’t shut a bitch down, just move on to the next person on your welcome page! A sista is tired of starting new pages, but then again, I can appreciate the hater initiated "clean house"! ...before I get into the dirty~dirty, of my semi-perfect man let me say this, I freshfixation 2 adore, seeks a man with overall drive, ambition, a life plan, and the ability to work his plan! These days my sista’s are the bread winners... And that’s ok, I have no problem being the money maker however I do require a man that can hold his on, I’ll catch a dude when he falls, but don’t make that shit a habit, cuz you will be gone... Poof be gone muthafucka! Lastly, he must be comfortable in his own skin, he must be alright with the woman running the finances, and not get his panties in a bunch cuz he ain’t the bread winner... Most importantly, I’ll do my part to ensure that you are the fuckin man in the relationship, as long as you act like the man in and out of the bedroom... No bitch ass men, simple as that! ...I also seek the standard requirements, trusting, loyal, and grounded... Had to get that outta the way for all my peeps who think imma shallow sex kitten! Soooo, here we go, what Fresh looks for, and likes in a stand up good ass mandingo dick man: - fuck me mentally, then penetrate me physically! Somethin about a man who’s mental game is so strong that he can fuck me with out touching me... One who can get up In my head, and bed me down with his head game.
- can you hear me now?... A man who has taken the time to listen to my every need, and who pays attention to detail... A brotha who heard me comment on the way dude on the XXX flick bit on girlfriends right breast and made it happen!
- a nasty dude!... I can’t lie... The nastier the better... I’m talkin, fingers in ass, lickin ass, suckin pussy, candle drippin, shit talkin, clit spittin, ass stickin, mutual masturbating, tittie fuckin, ass smackin, tittie crackin, cum drippin everywhere fuckin nasty! Oh, and a sista can’t forget the water sports, yup, I said water sports!
- lick me here, there, every damn where!... Fuck it, I got a oral fixation... I need a dude that likes to eat some damn pussy! Dammit, don’t eat my pussy cuz I want you to, and cuz I like it... Fuck that! I need a man that loves to eat pussy... One who has know problem jus straight eatin my pussy as I sit back and watch the L word! I can also appreciate a prober! Eat n probe, eat n probe...
- can lil momma from 360 come over and play?... A dude that’s down for a lil extra curricula in the boudoir! He must be ready and willing to indulge my bi side! He must be willing and ready to fuck her with just as much tenacity as he would fuck me! Don’t be scurred daddy, I want you to fuck her good... So I can fuck you better!
- you say your vanilla with a twist?... Ummmhmmm, that desire has NOT left the building! Dude must be willing and able to also indulge the BDSM in me... He must be willing to explore it and cultivate it, and being willing to perform as desired, or possibly as designed! A dude that can handle me tellin him to bite harder, clamp my clit, blind fold my ass, and fuck me like the true slut that I love to be!
- talk dirty to me daddy!... Damn, yawl know how I feel about a man talkin shit while he’s punishing the pussy! The more you talk, the wetter I get, and the more I wanna buck! Yeah, imma bitch that likes to work the dick... None of that lay down and take it shit!! Talk that shit daddy, and let mami, work dat dick!
- hard n fast can you handle it?... Yes sir, I can, I swear I can! A dude who can switch gears, one who can fuck me like he just jumped my ass in an alley, hard n fast, and then quickly switch gears slow n steady cuz he knows mami is about to bust a nut all ova that dick!
- size really doesn’t matter!... Believe me, the bigger the dick does not make it the better dick... I’ve been known to be a size queen, and can appreciate a nice well hung big ass dick, but experience has taught me that it ain’t the size of the tool, it’s the skill of the tool holder!
- johnny cum lately? nawl, just to fast!... Now, if you’re a quick draw mcgraw dude, that’s cool! Just keep that dick hard, and keep stroking... If you find yourself getting ready to cum, and you know your dick is gonna get limp, then I suggest you switch gears, and start thinkin about march madness, or fuckin work, cuz ummm, if I gotta wait 15 - 20 mins, for your ass to re-energize... Houston, we got a mutha fuckin problem! And my ass is liable to be dead, cuz once I finish talkin about your lack of staying power, you’ll wanna kill a bitch!
- surprise, surprise!... Typically I don’t like surprises, but mami loves surprises of the kinky sorts! Let’s say, I come home from work, shower shampoo and shave, and low n behold sittin on the night stand is that liquid latex you’ve been talkin about! Yes baby, it’s been a long hard day, just latex me daddy! nice slow steady strokes... Now daddy, don’t forget to pay special attention to my nipples, and lower back... Ummmhmmm, right there daddy, jus like that!
- did you say: stick my finger in YOUR ass?... oh hell yes! A dude that’s open to a lil anal stimulation, we ain’t gotta go all the way, maybe a tongue? Humph, once I finish tongue fuckin that ass, it’s just a matter of time before I finger fuck that ass... Scurred, say you scurred... You know you want that shit!
- I got toys, you got toys, lets play!... Did you know there are dudes out here who aren’t into toys? Fuck that shit! Bring on the toys or get the fuck out... Simple as that! Hell, I need man who can "vibrate me baby", or at least watch!
- tongues that dance like they were meant to be together forever!... I saved the best and most important for last... Kissing is of the upmost importance to me... If the tongues aren’t lockin’ then ain’t shit poppin! Bottom-line for me, the kiss tells the sexual story of you and I... the kiss seals the deal on dudes fuckin skills... Hell if you can’t kiss me right, I know you ain’t fuckin right, simple as that!
...whew! Goodness knows where that all came from at 2:00a.m in the morning! See what a chick does when she ain’t got no job? She blogs to the wee hours of the morning... Before I go, once again this is my sexual male wish list! Not to be confused with what I seek overall in a man... But believe me, what I have listed above are VERY important... On the other hand, if I had met Anna Nicole’s wealthy ass dead ass husband, I woulda married his ass, and fucked his lil curly dick on the strength of imma be set for life! Does that make me a gold digger? Nawl, that makes me smart! ...jus’ kiddin, really I am... Or am I? Lol... ...Off to bed I go, the pussy is calling and the nipples are perky, gotta satisfy the need, and then get some sleep so the seed, can get to school on time tomorrow! Lol... As I preview this prior to posting, I’m thinkin a female sexual wish list is a MUST!
What is it about the perfect set of breast that makes a man or a woman jus’ wanna reach out and touch? I’ve become fascinated with my breast, it’s my guiltiest self pleasure… to touch them, feel them, and caress them, pleasures me in ways that most would probably find boring… but these are “da girls”, and oh how I enjoy showering them with my attention and affections… 
There are times when I stand in the mirror to enjoy my bodies blessings… admiring how fortunate I am to be blessed with 38dd’s that still defy gravity admiring how blessed I am that almost 7 years after the fact, I can still produce milk for my unsuspecting lover to enjoy… how blessed I am to lower my chin, and simply place a nipple in my mouth when I feel the need to feast on self… (Not many can do that, and for those of us who can… how fortunate we are!)  When I’m in that special place, I enjoy torturing them… waxing them, teasing them, pinching them, and of course clamping them… the feel of hot wax traveling down my breast, and landing on my nipples, pleasures me in ways that I still can’t comprehend, but why must I comprehend it, if it brings me joy? Although a sick and twisted joy, it is my joy, the joy of my pain and pleasure, the joy of my pushing my limits… the joy of feelin my juices build up, as I apply more pressure… the joy of bringing myself to orgasm as I tweak my nipples just the right way…. Awwwh, The joy of my tits! Some women envy them, most men love them, I personally make it a point to luxuriate in them on the regular, for they are mine, and know one can love them, the way I do…  This was an ode to my nearest and dearest body part “my big ass, juicy ass tits”… I must say there lookin mighty fine in this tight ass sweater, nipples all perky and erect! Humph, lemme stop writing, so I an take a stroll the office!  “temp whores here, look at her, in that tight ass sweater, nipples are perky and shit”… the boys say: “OH SHIT”, and the girls say: “BITCH”… lol
Can you tell I’m feelin myself today? *wink*
Happy Sunday Peeps! As you can tell I’ve been on a repost mission, pretty much my way of bringing life to some of my earlier blogs that were posted on 360... Take a trip down memory lane, as we discuss some "tips of the trade"... And please feel free to share some of your sex tips that have worked for you and your significant otha...  ...this is me horny as fuck on a saturday nite... i'm wantin me some papi! i want this mutha fucka BAD! now, the way i see it is i have two options, i can hold out until i see this man, or i can throw this pussy on some unsuspecting, undeserving, brotha! either way it still leaves me with the desire to feel his fingers in my ass and his tongue on my clit... i need to feel him suckin' on my tits till the milk oozes out! i've been having some nastee ass thoughts ... like meeting him while he's having dinner with wifey ... we meet in the men's room for the mutha of all blow jobs ... or maybe a movie date where he fingers me to orgasm while the theater fills with the aroma of my sweet pussy ... what i really crave is to see him, do what his does to me to someone else ... yes, i wanna see papi fuck someone else! i can see it now, me standing next to him slobbing him down as he fucks the next bitch in the ass.... hmmm, the possibilities are endless ... damn... i'm horny as shit tonite! i need to pause for the cause, my pussy is aching for yet another orgasmic release... i shall return! 15 minutes later ... what a nut! nice and creamy, and tastee toooo.... ...i've been experiencing a writers block of some sorts... i've had the urge to write and have cum u with some bang up titles and gotten started on several blog entries but can't seem to finish anything ... so here i sit, a tad bit exhausted from all the masturbating i did today, and decided to flip thru one of my favorite books... tracey cox's "supersex", she dedicated a section to "sex tips", so i thought why not list her "sex tips", and add my own little twist... ...now, the book states that there are 16 sex tips that will "instantly transform your love life" ... cum journey with me as i explore some of these tips ParaMour style! ... - give a hand job ... now i'm a firm believer in giving my man a hand job ... but why not tease him a bit by sucking on his fingers instead, give him a preliminary during the car ride home, tell him this is what his dick has to look forward to! ladies when giving your man a hand job please be sure there is plenty of lube... it's important for the hand to be nice and slick, so that your hand glides over the dick! ... also ladies, i have found that the best hand jobs start at the wrist ... work that wrist girls, your man will thank you later!
vibrate me baby... dont'cha just love it when your man uses your toys on you? ... how about a nite of toy pleasure? ... and what better way to get your needs taken care of if your lover is a little tired ... boys, it's important to remember to be gentle with the toys, let your lady guide you ... once you get her flow, then you can take over!
tell a bed time story... ummm, one of mami's favorites ... as sexual as i am, i'm not one to read a lot of erotica, however, nothing turns me on more than pulling out my tattered and torn copy of black erotica, lighting some candles and reading my lover some erotic short stories ... also, if your feeling extra creative, why not tell a story around your fantasizes?.. (papi, you've got to let me read to you!...) ...reading to my man does something to me, it's as if i become the story! i highly recommend doing a test run prior to reading aloud ... you also want to set the scene.. erotica is all about creating a sensual and sexy environment!
turn off the lights ... blindfolds anyone? ... as the saying goes, expect the unexpected! when your sense of sight has bee taken away from you, it heightens all others ... being blindfolded, allows you to really focus on what's happening to you, it also helps you to be more in tune to the sounds of erotica ... if your anything like me, moaning and groaning can be just as enticing as foreplay!
teasing tongues ... why not create a session of pure oral delight! ummm, the joys of kissing and licking, and sucking ... just exploring each others bodies with your lips and tongues ... start from the top and work your way down ensuring every inch of your lovers body has been kissed, and licked ... and of course sucked ... but, save the fucking for next time!
it's all about the fantasy!.... in order to keep things hot and spicy why not throw a little fantasy into the picture ... fantasy can be done in many forms ... from incorporating lingerie, to something as simple as erotic emails and text messages, or as complex as staging a rape (my personal favorite! ... why do i have visions of papi, breaking into my house with a ski mask on, and taking this pussy? ... yes, i got issues!) or as plain and simple as role playing!
startle my senses ... pull out those ice cubes baby! fellas, dont'cha just love it when your woman sucks your dick and nuts after she's had an ice cold drink! imagine if she put a few ice chips in her mouth and then engulfed your dick? ... what a feelin'! and to really spice things up why not alternate between cold and hot?...
countdown to ecstasy ... boys and girls are you cummin way to soon?., then maybe you should let your mind travel, if need be, mentally remove yourself from the moment this will help to prolong the nut! ...also, consider stopping, and indulging in some oral stimulation, or possibly changing positions... ... ok folks if you didn't know it by now, cumming is mental! the feeling that is derived from your loins can achieve orgasm, but at the end of the day, the "dome" is really running things!
plan an in bed picnic ... there's a lot to be said about food and sex! how about a little champagne on ice, chocolates, strawberries, honey, or ice cream.... notice the things i have listed are either finger foods or foods that can be smeared and or licked off! and if your a bit of a neat freak, why not take it to the bathroom, and keep the bed nice and clean for the real fun!
i got your mind!... THE BEST FUCK IS THE MIND FUCK! it's been awhile since i have allowed any man to enter my psyche! but, i must say in meeting papi he has allowed me to indulge in the most erotic version of mental stimulation i have experienced in years ... let me tell yawl somethin', this man has got my pussy so wrapped around his dick that i can cum from just thinking about this man! it's a wonderful thing! can you imagine, sitting in traffic thinking about your mans dick inside you and next thing you know your pussy is throbbing and before you know it your cummin'? ... that's the power of the mind fuck yawl!... (see what you do to me papi?, got me cummin' from the mere thought of your scandalous ass!)
can i be your slave? ... all men want a sex slave! why not offer yourself up for your man, by giving into his every pleasure ... he gets the thrill of ordering you around without one complaint ... his wish is your command! the way i see it, if you don't the next bitch will ... and who's to say he can't be your sex slave the next time?
mix things up ... how about some role reversal? ... how about gettin' a little nastee? ... how about you being the taker, and i be the giver? ... how about us having some unpredictable sex? ... better yet, how about some raunchy sex? ... how about a little sexual truth or dare?…
...in closing, i must say this: a man can appreciate a naughty bitch... that woman who challenge's his sexual abilities! if you aren't ready and or prepared to push your man's erotic envelope, always remember this:
there's always a bitch like me sitting in the background ready to do every and anything wifey, or girlfriend won't do! just kidding! maybe, maybe not.... *wink*
...girls and boys, if you don't think you have the best piece of pussy or dick in the neighborhood, nobody will! ...gaining sexual confidence, is half the battle, once you exude sexual confidence, the battle has been won!... so, I’m sitting here thinking I’m the baddest bitch in yahoo/multiply land, fuck it, the baddest bitch out here (if I don't think it, know one else will!)... so as I continue to pat my pussy on the back, I thought I share with you the top 10 reasons why, I love my pussy, and how I know you'll love it too... In true David Letterman style I present to you, "the top 10 reasons why, "I" love my pussy".... - cuz, it's hot and sticky...
tell me boys and gurls, dont'cha just love it when you enter a woman rather it be your dick or your fingers and it's nothing but wet warmth? it's pure heaven baby!.... just like a bowl of soup on a cold winter's day, loving you and comforting you all the while filling you up! ....hmmm, pussy like that makes the boys and girls say.... GOT DAMN! - cuz, it smells so got damn good and tasty... you know your pussy smells good, when you enjoy sniffing your own panties! (yes, I got issues) ...as I like to say, "nasty is as nasty does"
- cuz, it's dripping wet... when's the last time you visited the sahara desert? well let me tell you, when you got a bitch like me on your side, you need not worry about running out of water, or lub for that matter!... this pussy gets wet enuf to hydrate a small army! there’s something to be said about a woman who can fuck for hours on end and her pussy still requires no lubrication... makes the boys and girls say... CAN I GET A DRINK?
- cuz it's so got damn pretty... nothing like looking at this pussy, when it's sloppy wet! all shiny and shit, with the perfect mole, placed in the perfect location!
- cuz, I can make it cum, with the flip of my mental switch ( got damn that bitch is bad!)... at the end of the day, I’m the keeper of the nut! I determine when, where, and how strong!... awwh shit... did you know that with the flip of your mental switch, you can make yourself cum?... take notes folks, it's not what your man does to you, it's what your mind does to you... you see, I got this cummin thing down to a science. now granted I don't cum easily, nor will I cum for everyone.... let's just say: mami likes the girls and boys to put in some work!
- cuz, I can make it talk!... yes dammit, I said "talk"... the deeper you thrust, the more it speaks!
- cuz, it taste like spring water with a splash of peach... nothing like a tasty pussy!... the way I see it the better it taste the more the boys and girls wanna eat! ...hmmm, and when mami really wants to tease the boys and girls, she pulls out the flavored extras! ...nothing like that watermelon flavored pussy...
- cuz, my pussy has a direct connect to my nipples... the connection between my nipples and pussy is unreal! the more you suck, lick and bite on these nipples, the wetter my pussy gets, and we all know, "wetter is always better"
- cuz, my pussy can bring it, but most importantly the pussy can take it!... there’s something to say about a woman who can go toe to toe with her man! you bring it, and I take it! what's life without a few challenges... and trust me, this pussy will challenge you and all your sexual abilities...
- cuz, it makes the boys and girls go crazy...now, I’m not trynna brag... but, mami got pussy like whoa, or shall I say like crack, once you get a hit of this fat, juicy, sticky, tasty ass pussy, you "will" come back for more... so addictive!
...experience has taught me that what may work for one may not work for others, let's just say that the "other" are usually those who are simply misguided, and misinformed... yes, I’ m talkin shit! but like I said, if I don't believe it, nobody else will.... fuck it, I just got it like that! *big lottery winning smile*
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