~A~LOVE~SUPREME's posts with tag: memyself&mypussy
 ...WhatâÂÂs up peeps! Yawl know how I do, I likes to keep things saucy up in this piece... Once again, my mind is racing, and IâÂÂm thinkin about: "all things sexual".... For my new peeps, please donâÂÂt assume that IâÂÂm all sex all the time, cuz, there is so much more to Ms Teal... but in the land of 360, itâÂÂs about Ms Teal pushing her sexual envelope all the while pushin your sexual envelope... ...I got to thinkin about my own sexual journey, and how I was once multi orgasmic... And after speakin to a an ex college beau, he reminded me that I was also a "regular" squirter... He stated that when we were in college, the bed would always be soaking wet, and IâÂÂd run to the bathroom in fear I had to pee... He went on to say that he thought I was trifling as hell cuz I was peeing in the bed, of course I teased him, cuz we did the "grown up" for a whole damn year, so he didnâÂÂt think I was that damn trifling! Years later, as he became more aware, he realized I was a squirter... When I got off the phone with him, I was in stitches over that revelation, being the sexual woman that I am today, and to forget such a monumental moment, was unbelievable! A sista had forgotten her "bed wetting" days! Guess embarrassment blocked it out, then again maybe it was age that blocked it, shit, I was 17, 18 years old, and now IâÂÂm a 40 year old grandma, I can barely remember to sleep! ...While reflecting on the conversation I gave mad thought to how orgasmic I once was, I would cum at the drop of the dick... and the grip of the pussy walls was outta this world, often times so intense IâÂÂd black out... The black out days have been long gone, as well as the days of the super tight grip.... I often wonder if the grip stopped because the blackouts scared me? Not sure about that, but best believe IâÂÂm a kegel specialist, and as time goes by, I have noticed a return to the grip! Thank you Sex Gawds, I needed that... ...In my late teens and early twenties, I got off by pure" vaginal stimulation"... in my mid twenties I discovered the beauty of the clit, and all it had to offer! Although I had lost the ability to cum vaginally, and would only cum by" clitoral stimulation", my clit became my very best friend.... in my late twenties, early thirties, I lost the ability to cum at all, and trust me, that was nothing more than the man above, slowin a sista down... Way down! And believe me, I needed to put a pause on my sex cause, it was gettin a lil outta hand! In my mid thirties I began to master the art of "vaginal and clitoral stimulation" (gotta love the multi taskers), and had some pretty decent nuts, still not "black out" nuts, but definitely some earth shattering orgasms... In my mid thirties I began to explore my more deviant side, and became more in tuned with the "mental nut", no penetration required, just a very vivid imagination! ...For me, the mental nut, is a force to be reckoned with, and once one has entered this realm, jusâ like BDSM, there is no turning back! So here I am 40 years old, and very clear on what it is I need in order to scream to the mountain tops... I need someone, not just anyone, but someone special to take me there, mentally, followed by his vaginal, and clitoral penetration! You see anybody can fuck me, and yes, they may fuck me good, and hell I may or may not cum, and that doesnâÂÂt mean I didnâÂÂt enjoy the act, it simply means that his head game was not where I needed it to be, there for not allowing me to get lost in his ability to sexually stimulate me... Hope that made since, if not: stimulate me mentally, penetrate me physically, feel me? unless, and there is always an unless with me! Unless my ass is pure horny, and needs to feel the throb of a dick inside me, not a vibrator, but some DICK! For me there are variations of my sexual head game: mental fantasy, real time role play, or straight up nasty talk! ...Often times when in the mix, I create a "fantasy" including myself, and my partner... Being able to envision us in some complicated sex act, often times does the trick... it also works very well when a sista is having her moment of "self indulgence"... ...The "role playing" is somethin I have yet to do with a lover, however IâÂÂve had a few phone sex roleplaying session with my lil phone sex buddy, and those nuts are often times outta this world... squirtin, screamin, moanin, and cummin! The type of nuts that make a sista say GOT DAYUM! ...My personal favorite is the "nasty talk"... Jus thinking about it makes me tingle, and makes me call somebody, any damn body, and tellâÂÂem: "talk dirty to me baby" , lol! Nasty, dirty, disrespectful talk takes me over the edge, the raunchier your words, the wetter I get, and the more I nut... Now I have yet to find a dude, who was willing to indulge me in the dirty talk, even oleâ papi fell short in that area (it really was all about him, I musta told him this shit via blog, and verbally a thousand times!)... But let me tell you, the shit that I have creepin thru my brain would scare me if I was on the outside, listening in... When IâÂÂm in the mix, IâÂÂll be your cunt, your bitch, and your whore, and you need not worry about me fuckin you up for callin me outta name!... I love that shit, talk dirty to me baby, and IâÂÂm all yours! ...My ideal situation would be the ability to cum using vaginal, clitoral, and mental play. But, the reality is that with age, and discovery, some methods are less effective while others are the preferred method... now, I said all this, but, the bottom line is this: I control the nut, I am the keeper of the nut (damn, I havenâÂÂt said that in a LONG time!), and I will determine the who, the what, the when and the where... However if daddyâÂÂs head game is on point, then his vaginal play, along with his clitoral play will all come to together to produce one helluva nut! IâÂÂm rambling... sorry! ...I often wonder if men realize that we as women control the almighty nut? Do men realize that women often times require more than penetration alone?, but what I really wanna know is what works for most women, is it clitoral, vaginal, or mental stimulation? Talk to me peeps! Once again, Ms Teal is on a need to know basis... are you physically shaken, or mentally stirred? *wink*
 ...I tend to keep the kitty as smooth as a babies bootie... A few weeks ago, I was goin thru my weekly shaving process and I guess I wasnâÂÂt paying attention, cuz I sista has really fucked up the pubic area... It started with some major razor burn, which turned into my pickin and scratchin, and I even went as far as to pull out the tweezers, and I started tweezing... Things are on a slow heal, and in the meantime IâÂÂm goin crazy cuz now I got a lil bush, and with the bush comes sweat, with the sweat comes funk, and lawd knowâÂÂs I canâÂÂt stand a musty pussy! So my days have been spent washing my snatch as if IâÂÂve been victimized... every time I come into the house IâÂÂm runnin into the bathroom washing the coochie, funny thing is that there isnâÂÂt much hair there cuz itâÂÂs growin slow as hell, and it really doesnâÂÂt smell, but IâÂÂm self conscious, and donâÂÂt wanna be in a situation where I cross the legs, and poof, there it is, the smell of stank pussy! Oh hell nawl...
...so now that IâÂÂve given you a little history, I can now tell you how my lil shaving mishap has opened the door to a past pleasure... When I was a lil girl I used to be fascinated with lookin at my pussy, I would sneak my mirror into my bed with a flash light, and marvel at the site of my damn pussy... Fast forward to the otha nite... I was pickin the pubic hair, and trynna pull out this one hair that was driving me crazy, for whatever reason I couldnâÂÂt get the proper angle, so I pulled out my trusty make up mirror... So, IâÂÂm up close and personal with my pubic hair, lookin at the crazy patterns of hair growth, and the ugliness I created with all the scratching, tweezing, and picking, and low nâ behold I shift my body, and there it was, a vision pretty in pink: my pussy! Lawd yawl, I was never so turned on by the site of my own damn pussy, but that joint was lookin good, real good! I imagine all pussies are pretty, and all are pink but to look at your own and to be able to admire it in the manner that I was admiring my pussy was validating to say the least... *smile*
...here I sit, legs spread open, and mirror in place. What a site... At first I just looked at it, admired it, and saw what others saw as they were buried deep in my pretty lil pussy (well, maybe IâÂÂm exaggerating, pretty âÂÂfatâ pussy) in observing my pussy I realized that it was a pretty ass pussy... I started contracting my muscles, watching my pussy open and close, and then the flood gates released, next thing you know all my creamy juices started to form a puddle... damn yawl, what a turn on that was...
...of course in enjoying this vision, I was instantly in HEAT, major heat! I wanted to see what it looked like to have something sliding in and out of it... I began to play with it, allowing my fingers to travel in my hot, wet, sticky, canal... One finger at a time, gradually placing all my fingers in my pretty pink pussy.... (Yummo, damn Rachel Ray!, YUMMO!) I remember a breeze comin thru the window allowing the scent to fill the air, which turned my horny ass on even more... My mind began to wonder, and I figured it was time to pull out the artillery... I pulled my sticky wet fingers outta my pussy only to lick them dry then, I became fascinated with the taste of my pussy! ItâÂÂs funny, I play in the pussy on the regular, I taste myself on the regular, but lookin at myself in such an up close and personal way added to my pleasure....
...I proceeded to my toy chest, and grabbed my stash! I started out with the little guns and worked my way up to the big guns... I started with a short lil g-spot toy, I watched as I slid it in and out, amazed at how the juices continued to flow... Then I advanced to a bigger toy, and once again watched how the juices collected, this time was different though, when I pulled out the bigger toy, I noticed how my pussy expanded and how I could see further inside... Lawd yawl, I have never been so fixated on my pussy before, this was an awesome journey, one that I suggest that all women take, pull out a mirror and revel in the beauty of your pretty pussy! see what they see when their luxuriating in depth of your pussy... You know how I think:, if you donâÂÂt think you have the prettiest bestest pussy in the world, know one else will think it! if you got sexual confidence, then trust and believe the rest is pure gravy babies... *wink*
...I went on to explore more toys, seeing just how wet I could get, and just how much it could expand... At this point, I was close to orgasm, but I wanted it to be an explosive nut, and unfortunately only I can get me to that level, many have tried, most have failed! I positioned my mirror on the night stand, and then got on my knees and proceeded to fuck myself with the largest vibrator I had, allowing me to bounce up and down on the vibrator (close your eyes, and visualize!), I let my mind go to that kinky, erotic, deviant place, and I proceeded to move up and down on the vibrator I had my window open and my blinds were open, I imagined my neighbors watching me, which added to my excitement... As I gyrated I noticed my clit getting fatter and fatter, and at that moment, I realized that I had given my pretty pink pussy so much attention, while forgetting my salmon colored clit (lol)! I had no choice but to stop what I was doing and show my clit some well deserved love... I propped the pillows, allowing me to change positions, I spit shined my fingers, and began to massage my clit with my well lubricated finger tips, I massaged, and massaged, and I pinched and I played, and finally I came! The moment I was waiting for had finally come, as I felt the nut comin, I spread my legs even further, and I was then able to see my pussy in action, I came, I came hard, the pussy walls began to contract, and the juices began to flow, not a squirt... just a good ole creamy producing nut! Oh to see the contraction of my pussy walls, ummmmm, stimulating to say the least... *wink*
...I laid there after the fact and fell in love with my pussy! Now, I am more than confident in my sexual abilities but to see the beauty of it up close and personal , confirmed what I already knew! I got some good ass, wet ass, pretty in pink ass pussy!... Lol, I got issues!
...moral of the blog: embrace yourself, embrace your greatness, love it, touch it, feel it, and nurture it, in doing this, it will help you to help him or her to believe in the power of what lies beneath... *chuckle* and umm, by the way, the pubic area is lookin much nicer, after a mini afro I am happy to report that I have successfully shaven with no issues what so ever! Lesson learned, donâÂÂt shave with regular soap, and make sure your blade is squeaky clean!
..lovin me some me, and missin me some 360!
ps., the laptop is being repaired, and i will be back in full effect by the weekend!
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