...Saturday was another day of self fulfillment, but this fulfillment was of the non sexual kind... I’ve been having some serious issues with my skin... I can’t blame it on the weather because I’ve never had this issues before, but I will blame it on being 40! Let me tell you, I’m loving me some me, and i’m embracing my 40's but my body reminds me on the regular that I’m 40 years old... I’ve been noticing that my skin is goin thru some serious changes, dry spots here n’ there, and not feeling as smooth as I like it to feel... Due to the fact that a sista is on a serious budget I decided to tap into my skills of being a licensed esthetician, and give myself a facial... The facial turned into a ghetto spa day, and I’m happy to report that after cleansing, exfoliating, steaming, and a full body scrub, I’m feelin like a million dollars... It’s amazing what a lil skin care can do for a sista!

...Saturday evening, I had plans to go on a movie date with a friend of a friend... Now, I was hesitant about this, because this dude is the on again, off again boyfriend of one of my girlfriends sisters... We met last fall, and he was a cool guy, and he had the "look"... because he was seeing my girls sister, I never considered seeing him other than at the occasional cook-out, or birthday gathering... Well, a few months ago, we happened to run into each other, and exchanged numbers... We talked a few times, but I felt that dealing with him was dangerous territory, and stayed away... In the meantime my girlfriend is sharing with me, all the trouble her sister and her man were having, not knowing that I had all the information from the boyfriend... Any who, after talkin off, and on, and him pretty much beggin to go out for drinks, I gave in, but then I had second thoughts, and came up with some bullshit excuse not to go out... And finally last nite, I actually said yes... he had contacted me Friday and stated that he wants to go out for dinner and a movie, and I told him Friday wasn’t good, but we could make somethin happen on Saturday..

...after spending the day on my spa mission, I wasn’t in the mood to get dressed and go out for a movie date, but at the same time, I was feeling extra good after my lavender n’ sage bath, and decided what the hel!? What else have I got to do?... Keep in mind this way of thinking tends to get me in trouble!....

...so dudes truck is in the shop, and I have to pick him up, which was a pain, cuz the movies, and dinner are on my side of town... By the time I got there, I was late as hell, and it was either the movie, or the dinner, but not both... So, we end up eating dinner, we had some nice convo, and I told him that I was VERY apprehensive about going out with him due to the friendship connection... And he pretty much said, that the situation was fading out, and there was nothing to worry about... But being a woman, who knew in her heart this shit was not right, I couldn’t shake that feelin... (But my black as was still sitting there! So I guess I wasn’t to bothered) So, we finish dinner, and I stop to get some gas, he was a perfect gentleman, and paid for the gas, and pumped it! I almost shit bricks, I swear the dudes I deal with are soo damn selfish, that a sista is lucky to get a cup cake!

...we’re leaving the gas station, and dude asks, where are we going?, and I told him, that I was taking him home... And he was like home? Don’t you live around here? I told him yes... He then goes on to say that we should stop at my house and watch a move or "somethin"... Or "somethin"... so now, I’m thinkin this dude wants some pussy... Well, ole horny gullible me, says aight , we can go by my place for a minute...

...now we’re at the condo, as with most guest, especially male guest, he was fascinated with the balcony... See, my balcony is in a corner, and it’s somewhat hidden by tree’s, so those of us who have sex on the brain who see it, instantly think this is a nice balcony to fuck on, any time of the day... And yes, it is! Of course with the subject of the balcony comin up, I proceed to tell him how much I enjoy playin with the pussy on the balcony... And of course he wants to see me play with the pussy on the balcony... Well, it was a lil cold for that... So I offered him a seat in the living room, and we sat n talked for a minute.... The whole time we are talkin, he’s talkin to the girls, and finally I asked him, you like big breast huh? And he was like, "do I"? So of course I opened my shirt and let him get a look at the pretty lace bra I had on, and then one by one, as I do so damn well, I pulled these big bitches out, and dude was flabbergasted!

...so he’s all on the nipples, suckin for dear life, and I’m sitting there gettin wet as hell! So I decided that we needed to proceed to the bedroom, and boy was I happy I did that... Now this is a skinny dude, but he had a monster dick, and I was in need of a monster dick... his dick was HUGE... Real long, skinny at the base and super thick at the shaft and head area... Man that joint looked GOOD... So he’s suckin on the girls, and I’m laying there enjoying his dick as I feel it growin more n’ more, against my leg... He stops suckin my nipples, and proceeds to tell me that he DOES NOT eat pussy, and I said to myself: well then, as much as I wanna suck this baseball bat dick of yours, if you ain’t eatin, then I’m not suckin! So be it... Then all the sudden he says, "but, I really wanna suck your pussy" "BAD", and I was like damn: then, get ta eatin’... So dude proceeds to my lick pussy and starts eating that bitch... now it started out kinda weak, then dude got his groove, and I was like GOT DAYUM! A bitch was squirming, screaming, and praising the sex gods! At this point, I was ready for the dick... his dick was rock fuckin hard... And long as a mutha fucka! I swear I wanted to take of picture of his dick, but I wasn’t trynna scare the dude...

...finally, he stops eating the pussy, he raises up, and starts fuckin with the girls again... Then he slid his long ass, fat ass, shiny ass dick inside me, and I thought I was gonna faint! Lawd, please forgive me... But dammit that dick was GOOD! (Hell my shit is throbbing as I write this!)This dude musta stroked my pussy 125 different ways and every stroke was just as good as the first stroke... we fucked all nite long, a lil suckin, a lil fuckin, mixed in with several breaks... When it came time for round four, I decided I was ready to suck some dick... I got some ice, crunched it up, and proceeded to suck on his dick... At this point dude was gone... "This is gonna be my pussy"... askin me, what he needs to do to; "take ownership of this pussy" etc... (whateva) the more shit he talked the better I sucked his dick, his shit talkin was fuel to my dick suckin fire... man was it nice! Every so often a sista jus needs to suck on some dick, some nice big juicy dick, the kinda dick you can hold, and smack your face with... Whew damn! That shit was GOOOOD.... So, I finish suckin the dick, and dude starts hitting it from the back, he’s slammin the pussy walls, and mami’s gettin wetter, and wetter... He nuts, and we both passed out for all of 15 mins... Next thing you know dude has me on my knees doggy style, and he’s playin with the clit, just rubbin it, and teasing it, and finally he rams his tongue in my pussy as he’s rubbin the clit, and viola, I came!

...needless to say, I’m sparklin, and feelin like I just slayed some damn dragons!

When a dude fucks me good, I tend to reflect on that shit for days... I found myself reflecting on ole boy this morning, and began to think about men and the size of their dicks... Now, I don’t consider myself a size queen when it comes to dick, however I can appreciate a well endowed man on occassion... For me, the most important thing is a man’s skill set... bottom line is this: you can have a monster dick, and not have clue as to what to do with it...

I can’t say this enough, skill set will always win over size... With that said, that doesn’t mean I will settle for a itty bitty dick cuz he has mad skills... He must be workin with somethin... And if not, he must have, compensating factors!

...once again, my preference is a well skilled dick... But I prefer medium lengthier fat dicks as they tend to fill me up, and hit my spot... I like big fat monster dicks, when I feel like I need to have my guts banged out, and they feel great hittin the walls! ... I can appreciate a dick with a curve, especially if it curves to the left, cuz they really hit the spot.... I tend to like uncircumcised dicks cuz they are typically pretty damn big... I can appreciate a long slender dick, cuz they slip n slide easily into my ass... I like abnormally huge dicks, cause I see them as a challenge, and they work well in between the girls! ... Basically I like dick! The prettier the dick the more I wanna suck it, the fatter the dick the more I wanna suck it and fuck it, the longer the dick the more I wanna feel it bang me to death, and the simpler the dick, the more I can train it to do whatever the fuck I want or need it to do... lol!

So tell me ladies, how do you like your dick served? Small, medium, large, or extra large? Does size really count, or is it about the skill of the dick? And lastly, does one size really fit all?

...all the sudden, I’m movin the chair back so ole’ boy can block me in the event lil man decides to run out... Now his ass is usually sleep, but school is out tomorrow so I promised him he could stay up till 10 (go figure!)... Any who, we start talkin about this n’ that, catchin up n’ shit, and I start touchin myself... Massagin my tits and shit, my nipples started to get rock hard, so I started squeezing my nipples... all the while he’s standing there looking like he’s gonna pass the fuck out... meanwhile, I’m getting off on him standing there in a fuckin daze, glaring at my freaky ass... I had on a camisole, so I pulled out one tit at a time... Takin my time with each breast and nipple, given them equal attention...

...next thing you know, he steps closer, and I looked at his ass and told him "the moment you touch me is, the moment this ends"!... Dude backed his high ass up, and I got back to these juicy ass tits... One at a time, I licked, spit, sucked, and played with each nipple... Next thing you know, both of the girls are out... And I have them cupped in my hands... I ‘m suckin the hell outta ove’em, to the point the nectar is cummin out... (yes, I still lactate!... ‘I just had to write that’.) and dude is standing on my balcony trippin... It was a hot mess... He’s literally in a daze! So, I get into position... I spit on my right finger tips, (for all my new peeps, I got a thing for mutha fucka’s that spit!) and reach into my shorts, I sit back in my chair, and I proceed to play with my pussy... I started off playin with the pussy nice and slow, and then I began to pick up my speed, payin special attention to my clit...

...my pussy is soakin wet... We could hear the pussy splish~splashing... Dude, is still standin there, kinda rockin back and forth, and I’m steady workin the tits with one hand, and playin with the pussy with the other... I start talkin shit to dude, Tellin him how good the pussy felt, and how wet it is, I put my fingers in my mouth, and told him it even taste good! Dude was trippin, "damn pee-wee, why you gotta tease a brotha?... I start strokin the pussy again, fast and fuckin furious, and my ass is ready to cum, in a major fuckin way...

...and suddenly from a distance, I heard.... "Mommie"!,

and like a flash of fuckin lighting, I pulled out my fingers. Pulled my cami up to cover da girls... sucked my fingers to get the pussy juices off... And quickly, rose to the occasion!

‘Yes baby"! ...

I need a fuckin academy award dammit! ...*shouting, give me my oscar*

...that was fun! And peep this, not only did I tease ole’ boy, but, I got teased! Cuz, my ass was ready to cum, and here come this lil mutha fucka! I was out done...

best believe, a sista will be pickin up where she left off, after she posts this blog!

*wink*